Monday, July 19, 2004 at 8:42 p.m. |
Just when I think I'm a full grown, responsible adult who can take care of himself, Catherine goes away and suddenly I find myself without direction or purpose.
Is she a stabilizing influence I wonder, or am I just unusually clueless? Without someone else here to help guide my day, to talk to, to listen to and to love you get an odd disorientation towards everything. Last night I was up until 2am (though I was working) and today I came home to an empty apartment.
I'm just not used to it.
She hasn't left me or anything (yet), she's just at home visiting her family and helping to look after her mother who is a little sick this week though it's nothing serious. Catherine'll be back on Wednesday, but what on Earth am I going to do stuck as I am all by my lonesome?
Do I pull a Jamie and fill the apartment up with balloons? Pull a Doug and disappear to Florida for months on end? Actually, I"ll likely just wind up watching Buffy and terrible reality TV shows while consuming what's left of Patti's ice cream.
All in all, not a bad way to pass the time. Maybe I"ll even paint.
Posted by Parallel


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